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Fame, do I really want it?

 It's okay for me not to be famous and have money. But come to think of it, from building an online presence or audience, people tend to look up to you, and that's a little bit scary. I just want to do what I love, some would say you are not serious with your life. Do what ever floats your boat, as long as you don't sink mine.

Side Hustle, is it a good or bad idea?

 Everyone is over emphasizing the need for passive income, no one really talks about the time you have to actually put in the work. It's not a get rich quick scheme, if you need more money, you definitely need to employ someone, I don't know how that sounds but you can't do all the work alone. Your personal life is going to suffer, it's okay not to make all the money in the world, you might never be satisfied. #sidehustle #money # financial freedom #howtobuildpassiveincome

Jack of all trades, master of none

Who came up with that phrase, I think the person needs counseling. You can singlehandedly Excell in every area of your life without neglecting the other. Recently, I found out opportunities that could help me earn money, I already had plans for my birthday 😤 I planned to go on an adventure, if I had gotten the job,  I could have raised the exact amount I needed by 3 times in a single month. I filled out the process, only to discover that it was not available in my country. I just missed out on a $1000 offer that I could earn in a day. Imagine if I did it for 25days, there's no way I'm writing on Sundays, I need rest as much as I need cash. I'm so sad, I'm still optimistic that I'd definitely find a gig that will pay me that much, because I to do something fulfilling, no Matter how small. And I'm definitely not doing that with an empty pocket. I think it's time I call on my father to intervene, I've tried, I'm trying and I'm still willing to try.

Can we actually say we are productive at night?

 For the past couple of months, I haven't had a regular sleeping routine. My mum would always complain that I'm doing too much, I would always tell her Kings are raised at night. I know the amount of time and resources I've put into what I wanted to do. I'm afraid of wasted efforts.  I'm still learning and implementing new ideas. I think I still have an issue with consistency. people usually say don't attach happiness to things, it should come from within you. I've done a lot of soul searching, I just hope I'd finally be happy. This is me testing the waters after running away. I was looking for a writing gig, and I think they needed samples of your previous work😤😢 I remembered I have a blog. I could have easily converted this blog to anything that could drive in money for the me. But I needed an outlet for the constant pain I feel each time I encounter a challenge. I've been side tracked, heck I might have even lost my way. I'm still doing the ...

Uncertainties, can it be handled?

Over the past two months, I have been having uncertainties about everything basically ranging from my family, my personal life and what I wanted from it. I knew what I wanted to do, I wasn't sure how to go about it, I asked for some help, but the outcome didn't quite sit right with me. I procrastinated alot, my environment took its toll on me, I was basically existing but I wasn't living fully. I wouldn't say I was depressed, I was just bitter that I was so stagnant and I didn't go about changing the situation, I was going on in circles. So now, I'm going to take charge, implement, seek for help and guidance. I'm done figuring it out on my own because it might take longer than expected. As an overthinker, I was overanalyzing what the outcome would be, all I needed to do was just start. So I'm going to start doing all the things I said I was going to do. Nearly can't kill a bird, but I feel if things were seen from my own point of view, I wouldn't...

Indeed there is time for Everything

 There are times and seasons and we can't rush it.  When I was on holiday I would always complain that I'm wasting time doing nothing, just sitting at home and occupying space. Now the slightest chance I get I can't wait to go back home and get some rest. I thought to myself that nothing could make me cut my hair. Now I'm here on  low cut for over 5months and I'm loving it. I always said I didn't want a white collar job. fast forward to today I'm currently doing one. I didn't see myself as a critical thinker, here I am now trying to add the pieces together. I taught to myself that I would travel out of the states and not come back. Here I am now trying to get back together with my family because there is no place like home. Indeed, only time can tell if the decisions we made we can actually see it through to the end.

What are the odds?

 I went to the bank two weeks ago to cash a check.  Exactly two weeks on the same day, almost same time I ended up in the same bank, with the same outfit I wore as at the last time I was there. I never planned it  just so happened I was called upon to cash another check. What are the odds? I stepped into another bank to withdraw money. The cashier counted everyone's money with the machine, it got to my turn she used her hand. I was devastated. Indeed money makes the world go round.