Can we actually say we are productive at night?

 For the past couple of months, I haven't had a regular sleeping routine.

My mum would always complain that I'm doing too much, I would always tell her Kings are raised at night.

I know the amount of time and resources I've put into what I wanted to do.

I'm afraid of wasted efforts. 

I'm still learning and implementing new ideas. I think I still have an issue with consistency.

people usually say don't attach happiness to things, it should come from within you.

I've done a lot of soul searching, I just hope I'd finally be happy.

This is me testing the waters after running away.

I was looking for a writing gig, and I think they needed samples of your previous work😤😢

I remembered I have a blog. I could have easily converted this blog to anything that could drive in money for the me.

But I needed an outlet for the constant pain I feel each time I encounter a challenge.

I've been side tracked, heck I might have even lost my way.

I'm still doing the things necessary so that I can be part of the future.

I don't know how I feel, I just wanted to write. If I figure it out, I'd let you know.