Uncertainties, can it be handled?

Over the past two months, I have been having uncertainties about everything basically ranging from my family, my personal life and what I wanted from it.

I knew what I wanted to do, I wasn't sure how to go about it, I asked for some help, but the outcome didn't quite sit right with me. I procrastinated alot, my environment took its toll on me, I was basically existing but I wasn't living fully.

I wouldn't say I was depressed, I was just bitter that I was so stagnant and I didn't go about changing the situation, I was going on in circles.

So now, I'm going to take charge, implement, seek for help and guidance. I'm done figuring it out on my own because it might take longer than expected.

As an overthinker, I was overanalyzing what the outcome would be, all I needed to do was just start. So I'm going to start doing all the things I said I was going to do. Nearly can't kill a bird, but I feel if things were seen from my own point of view, I wouldn't be judged this much for not taking action.

I just hope the cycle ends, I wonder what my life would be like if the situation was different.

If you feel you are having uncertainties about your decisions, speak to someone who could offer you solutions.

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